meh.

it's a long long post. was too tired to blog on monday.
pfft.
was digging around my computer and i found this.
the photo of me being extra tanned.

MONSTER MONDAY LOL!

i was the earliest person to reach the lab.
AMAZING RIGHT.
because i didn't sleep at all.
was helping aldrich with his presentation that was due that day.
ultimate last minute work.
we were sitting outside bukit batok mac since midnight. ALL THE WAY TILL 5AM.
but all thanks to his crappy teacher whose got a brain as inflexible as a wooden block,
he had to redo. all because the presentation was not aligned with the teacher's marking scheme.
wth seriously.

trained to school early in the morning. finally caught up with clara on the train.
lol! it's gna happen once only i think.
unless some miracle happened and i take an early train once more.
best ride to school ever i'd say. (:

went to school. did a stupid experiment which took 5 minutes. then i could leave school already.
bloody hell, seriously waste of time la.
end up went to meet seth at town, ran some errands, went shopping.
almost bought a bag. but dropped the idea.
had some ice cream. it's oh-so-nice. :D
im like having ice cream almost every other day. SHHHIIOOKKKK AHHHHH!

went back to break in school after that.
FINALLY! my 1990s..i can accomplish 1/2 a quality round! and if im lucky a full round.
4mnths of drilling this has finally paid off.
all the falling, all the injury, all the sweat, all the pain..WORTH IT. AWESOME-O!

guess what, i went home and saw dark circles around my eyes. cool shit.
PANDA EYES O.O

TUESDAY!

ok, i was late for my medical check up.
woke up at 1.10pm. check up was at 1.30pm.
i didnt even check how to go to CMPB before that!

ohwell, rushed to CMPB..did my medical checkup.
the blood test was the ultimate. freaking needle as big as the ones used in blood donation.
almost died i tell u. when the guy was drawing blood from me, he was like adjusting the needle
i could see my blood SPURTING out. like in movies. except this time, it's coming from me.
so i went around, did all the stations.
the IQ test best. powerpacked 2 hours. it's worse than any other exam paper i ever took.
i almost fried my brains doing it.
guess what, PES A! yessah! imma apply for pilot! hope i get a chance at this.

went back to school to break today.
today my breaking was totally off form. everything's soo unclean.
ohwell, i'll get better soon (:


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somethings i just want to get out of my heart.

it's not nice to just dua people continuously.
one time, its ok.
two times, wth?
three times, you crossed the line pal.
initially i thought what mishap happened to you in the middle of the night.
worry like crazy because i treated u as my friend.
but when u appeared alive and fine yet dont wna explain ur reason, seriously wth.
no more chances.

next, consistency.
some people needs consistency.
i need consistency.
for example if i like this girl.
my treatment to her would be at least consistent or getting abit nicer each time.
so if this girl happens to be somewhat intrested in me,
i would definitely hope that she would do the same instead of being hot and cold or what.
so if that same girl doesn't like me at all,
i don't mind getting a rejection straight away. at least it clears out the clutter quick and easy, so we can all get on with life.
because being inconsistent makes one confused and unsure of what to do.